I have been struggling with the aftermath of an abusive marriage of 9 years. I am barely able to keep up with bills and after the holidays it's even harder. I make a concious effort every day to be as productive as I possibly can with 4 children, 2 of which aren't in school yet. I am a hard working, dedicated, and deserving of assistance, but with medical bills and a destructive relationship on my credit, no institution will loan me anything. I have exhausted all of my resources in this attempt to save my home, but I am unable and reaching out.